Sunday, March 04, 2007
Well, it all begins like this... My mom invites her friends over... Ok right. She has this friend who had married a caucasian. So technically her daughter was a eurasian. So, i didn't realise right until the moment I saw her that I realised i was really really attracted to her. She was beautiful, eyes bluish green. Long silky brown (was it brown???) hair and a figure that one could die for ( Not die but nearly =) ). It was not lust but a deep yearning for her love. At first I tried to dissuade myself to do something stupid. But nevermind that. Anyway, I felt so depressed almost all the way through the party because I realised that she was just at my fingertips but she was totally out of reach. I felt this sense of helplessness overcome me and it made me feel like a total loser. ( I wouldn't write more because everyone would criticize me for being emo. )Well, I don't know what to say but I'm writing this down because I can't stop thinking about it, I'm sorry. It's just that I miss out on the best things and I get all the crap i can ever get! lol.. I'm not making sense?!... Wait! I think I lost my mind back there?!?! Erm nevermind. Life goes on... Next year... what the hell... nevermind!
Anyone got some advice? Please help! Don't tag me send me an email! tuckertooty@hotmail.com
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