Thursday, February 15, 2007
I woke up from my sleep with a pain in my head... The phone had buzzed loudly to awake me from my sleep... I had received a message from "her"... It was exactly 7 pm, I opened it... It said...
"Sorry.i don't know what to reply...oh,just to let u know,i'm not sure if i'm going back to..."
I felt the pain of the realisation that she didn't posess any feelings for me... well she did but not the kind that I wanted and needed... I could hear the soft pitter patter of the rain against my window... The world was so cruel and unforgiving... yet I sensed a glimmer of hope between us... something that gave me the strength to carry on... The strength to continue with life... The wisdom to know that there was still next year... I still had her friendship...
There was once a great general who said "If you lose hope before the battle, you might as well kill yourself, as if you lose hope, the battle is as good as lost..."
Labels: Love
